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Other people's experiences
by S. Can

I can't speak for everyone. Just my selves. I'm a total energy junkie. The first time I met Rama at an open meeting I was very impressed. Sitting in a room with hundreds of people and still feeling the energy was amazing. He used to have "Intensives" where it was long periods of meditation and less talk. I'd sit there and get very high. It's the reason he had many very loyal followers. Nobody else that I've met before or since could do that the way Rama did.

I'm always very attracted to innocence. It's the pure energy aspect of it. I still have that young lad alive within. I see it in some people that are very old. One Christmas I remember a twelve year old cousin of mine and I marveled at the energy she had. She was almost luminescent. The next Christmas when I saw her again she was very different. She was into the Madonna thing and dressed in lingerie like the Material Girl used to do. Her subtle body was totally trashed. You would of thought that she was much older than thirteen. I guess after she started wearing the lingerie outfits around, every guy that saw her drank up a little of her energy. She probably didn't even realize what she'd lost.

Where am I going with this? Oh yea. Your line of "it's more of a case of wanting to share in someone else's joy and rapture" that reminded me of myself. Don't take that the wrong way. Being aware of energy and attracted to higher purer energy is a very good thing. I had to stop going to ball games because the energy of the people there was too harsh to want to be around. Kind of like Mayamania getting on me and others who were joking about sex. I guess we put out kind of a crude vibe while trying to be funny. It's part of that Tantric thing. Opposites and using everything to learn from.

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